2002-12-27 - Christmas with my dysfunctional family
2002-12-18 - yup. i want to hurt him.
2002-12-17 - I think I can..I think I can...(stay here)
2002-12-12 - Stewed Veget@bles
2002-12-10 - Never fails
2002-12-09 - it's a pretty damn good existence
2002-12-07 - SEX my first time.
2002-12-07 - I finally said it....but loaded
2002-12-04 - It's raining weed, halleluja...
2002-12-15 - last day of classes for 02
2002-12-02 - Mr. All-Semester speaks
2002-12-02 - Sleeping with my boyfriend's parents (sort of)
2002-11-23 - ...and now I'm crying
2002-11-22 - long, but I think it's an interesting entry
2002-11-20 - I still look at other men
2002-11-19 - What's the difference between obesession and being in love?
2002-11-19 - Brought to you by the letter M, for Modest
2002-11-19 - I am a skill-free paper writer/arguer person
2002-11-19 - MY response to my mom's response
2002-11-19 - my mom's response
2002-11-18 - Letter telling my mom she hurt me
2002-11-18 - Yet ANOTHER reminder of how uncomfortable womynhood can be
2002-11-16 - "...but don't worry, you're way better than her"
2002-11-14 - A letter to my friend Jill
2002-11-13 - MAKE ME SEXUALLY ASSERTIVE!
2002-11-12 - I cannot imagine some womyn's pain
2002-11-11 - The "L" word: part 2
2002-11-10 - Dinner with mom and the "L" word
2002-11-08 - Pain I couldn't have guessed
2002-11-07 - my degree is one year too long
2002-11-06 - Hormones are (making me) Evil
2002-11-05 - slut
2002-11-03 - The condom broke/ My friend's visit
2002-10-30 - my Mom, my Friend, my Brain, my Boy
2002-10-27 - No really...he's weird!
2002-10-27 - "I'm sorry I hurt you"
2002-10-25 - i hate my boss/ i like the boy
2002-10-24 - -
2002-10-23 - Why must the Gods of Irony always seek me out?
2002-10-22 - I thought this only happend to older people
2002-10-21 - the emotion behind the act
2002-10-18 - this is boring, but it's my diary and I want to whine.
2002-10-18 - Little cabin in the woods....
2002-10-16 - “But enough about me....”
2002-10-15 - Near-Vegan Thanksgiving, an Asshole, and Sex:
2002-10-09 - Mr. Right Now
2002-10-08 - "He is your desert oasis....nothing more"
2002-10-07 - Land of Immaturity
2002-10-04 - Abort, Abort, ABORT!!!
2002-10-03 - owa-tana-siam
2002-10-03 - Typical Namechange
2002-10-02 - A nifty day!
2002-09-30 - -
2002-09-30 - Can we just be bed buddies??
2002-09-29 - This new relationship
2002-09-27 - i have gas
2002-09-25 - "oh, it's a funny namechange..."
2002-09-23 - what am i blathering about?
2002-09-22 - Namechange gets accosted
2002-09-21 - My ex-boyfriend's girlfriend
2002-09-20 - My movie date
2002-09-17 - Phone call #2
2002-09-15 - B@RAKA
2002-09-15 - Drunk as a skunk and happy as a clam
2002-09-14 - Ok, I'm going public about my insecurity
2002-09-12 - what are these letters on my forehead?
2002-09-11 - Peace goes against human nature.
2002-09-09 - a brighter email for a change
2002-09-05 - -
2002-09-05 - negative me
2002-09-04 - ...where other people are not
2002-09-03 - Hiding from my shame
2002-08-31 - Forbidden
2002-08-31 - stinky feet and vibrators
2002-08-30 - Did anyone else hate highschool?
2002-08-28 - If so many of us are lonely, why are we alone?
2002-08-25 - got my "away" weekend
2002-08-23 - reduce, reuse, appreciate
2002-08-23 - Big Fucking Deal
2002-08-20 - a night under the stars
2002-08-18 - My last day of being 20 years old.
2002-08-16 - Avocadoes for sale
2002-08-14 - -
2002-08-11 - Less than a month ago,
2002-08-11 - Mr. All-semester's best friend's little brother
2002-08-10 - It is so rare that I regret anything....
2002-08-09 - people behave the way they do for a reason
2002-08-08 - appreciating a sunny day
2002-08-08 - mirror mirror on the wall, i am my mother after all
2002-08-06 - why am i being avoided?
2002-08-04 - The lost world
2002-08-02 - I just really need to talk to him
2002-07-29 - um, does this make it a date?
2002-07-27 - Two things:
2002-07-25 - My last entry was rather miserable
2002-07-23 - Welcome to the Machine
2002-07-22 - Veganism
2002-07-22 - Even still, I crave his approval.
2002-07-19 - A whole bunch of stuff
2002-07-17 - fucked up use of taxpayers money
2002-07-14 - -
2002-07-11 - I hate my family
2002-07-10 - Life lesson: When you push people, they push back
2002-07-06 - she's in the very bad books
2002-07-04 - "little namechange"
2002-07-03 - For me to wake up angry.... that's bad.
2002-07-02 - Seems it's not that easy to come out of the closet.
2002-07-01 - oh fuck...they're the same the world over
2002-07-01 - i've got a dick, you've got the other thing, togeather they feel good, why not?
2002-06-30 - imagine if the world could solve all its disputes through football?
2002-06-29 - I'm not learning with her anymore.
2002-06-28 - let the cream-puff sleep
2002-06-27 - -
2002-06-27 - the exquisite pain
2002-06-26 - You could'a fuckin' said hi back.
2002-06-24 - my specific dream
2002-06-23 - that was one astute thief
2002-06-22 - and then the "you're fucked" clouds parted....
2002-06-20 - We never just talk about me. Let's talk about me.
2002-06-17 - my guilt-less pleasure
2002-06-15 - which is more inhumane: solitary confinement or lethal injection?
2002-06-15 - I am jealous out of my pie-hole
2002-06-14 - when you just don't want to be friends anymore
2002-06-13 - i kant spel
2002-06-12 - I sure choose to spend a lot of tiime alone
2002-06-10 - oh diaryland...you know me so well
2002-06-09 - PET-PEEVE:
2002-06-05 - he asked if I was coming over...
2002-06-03 - the opposite of anchored
2002-06-02 - I find more four leaf clovers than....
2002-06-02 - people are the same in bed as in real life
2002-05-31 - another dead end
2002-05-30 - so this guy.....
2002-05-27 - My old best friend, D.E.
2002-05-27 - Does he remind you of anyone else in your life?
2002-05-26 - oh...just stuff
2002-05-25 - procrastinatory hump
2002-05-24 - "Miss you"/ University bur@ucracy
2002-05-22 - Is HE the base for my ED?
2002-05-21 - Sly fox in thechickencóňp
2002-05-20 - playing with fire, And losing
2002-05-20 - I hate that I lust you!
2002-05-18 - all the things that happend tonight
2002-05-17 - Ignore this entry, it's pointless
2002-05-15 - namechange likes plants and needs action
2002-05-13 - i feel ok
2002-05-12 - AF and CC
2002-05-12 - my pessimism is on auto-pilot
2002-05-10 - stupid entry
2002-05-10 - I am a stupid, stupid bird.
2002-05-06 - how my mom gives me strength:
2002-05-05 - things from the subway
2002-05-03 - would the universe please stop kicking my ass?
2002-05-01 - not such a thrilling call
2002-05-01 - gotta call tonight. eeep!
Friday, Apr. 30, 2002 - - oh no, oh no, oh no
Friday, Apr. 26, 2002 - girl politics grrrrr....
Friday, Apr. 26, 2002 - sex and my ED
Thursday, Apr. 25, 2002 - 21 jump streeet
Thursday, Apr. 25, 2002 - -
Thursday, Apr. 18, 2002 - he called
Tuesday, Apr. 16, 2002 - i'm a fucking moron
Sunday, Apr. 14, 2002 - gay man for learning
Saturday, Apr. 13, 2002 - fickle focker
Friday, Apr. 12, 2002 - nos·tal·gi·a
Wednesday, Apr. 10, 2002 - 11:11 I'm gonna be alone forever
Wednesday, Apr. 10, 2002 - open the air VENT
Sunday, Apr. 07, 2002 - roomate thing
Saturday, Apr. 06, 2002 - survey
Saturday, Apr. 06, 2002 - -
Thursday, Apr. 04, 2002 - 4 years ago today
Thursday, Apr. 04, 2002 - new boys, new letters, old tricks
Wednesday, Apr. 03, 2002 - written MARCH 20TH, 2002
Sunday, Mar. 31, 2002 - me and my damn "voices"
Saturday, Mar. 30, 2002 - i have way too much time to think...
Tuesday, Mar. 26, 2002 - a personal entry about my father
Saturday, Mar. 23, 2002 - drunk
Saturday, Mar. 23, 2002 - old habits die hard, methinks
Thursday, Mar. 21, 2002 - damn this night
Tuesday, Mar. 19, 2002 - boring wheat kings entry
Monday, Mar. 18, 2002 - I met an atheist tonight.....
Sunday, Mar. 17, 2002 - my friend is sleeping on the couch
Wednesday, Mar. 13, 2002 - a post-smoke word
Tuesday, Mar. 12, 2002 - oh, i feel so good!
Tuesday, Mar. 12, 2002 - a little word from my man, Somerset...
Tuesday, Mar. 12, 2002 - not contemplative
Tuesday, Mar. 11, 2002 - - one of those nights i'll think back on when i'm 48.
Tuesday, Mar. 10, 2002 - the finale to "why are guys so complacent?" ( 1st entry)
Sunday, Mar. 10, 2002 - wind and loneliness
Saturday, Mar. 09, 2002 - whine baby, whine!
Saturday, Mar. 09, 2002 - feeling lonely
Saturday, Mar. 09, 2002 - So Many Fake People
Tuesday, Mar. 7, 2002 - how am i thinking about him AGAIN?!?
Tuesday, Mar. 2, 2002 - threesome :-D
Tuesday, Mar. 05, 2002 - Mr. All-Semester, His Best Friend
Monday, Mar. 04, 2002 - damn I want another go at him!
Sunday, Mar. 03, 2002 - *best friend synopsis*
Friday, Mar. 01, 2002 - enter best friend
2002-02-24 - "Oh the good ol' hockey game.."
2002-02-22 - some thing?
2002-02-20 - long to pine
2002-02-17 - games games games
2002-02-16 - i wish he was special...but he's not
2002-02-14 - the thing about suicide is....
2002-02-13 - Arivaderci, baby!
2002-02-10 - oooh... a bit of rambling
2002-02-04 - out with the old, in with the new? (nope, never)
2002-02-03 - my future letter to him... if i'm there
2002-01-31 - agressive, no?
2002-01-31 - flu is short for influenza
2002-01-30 - a wee survey for my own amusement
2002-01-27 - brains = confidence? not so much.
2002-01-27 - pooper scooper
2002-01-27 - -
2002-01-27 - gotta go to bed
2002-01-26 - the letter to him... (for future reference?)
2002-01-26 - everyone else was high!
2002-01-24 - new guy.... but still not "him".
2002-01-21 - a monday morning entry....(positive)
2002-01-20 - got to get over this boy....
2002-01-19 - i'm moping
2002-01-18 - feeling a little anxious
2002-01-14 - It's not a gender thing! (treat ppl. properly, yo!)
2002-01-12 - maybe i am a feminist.... GOOD.
2002-01-11 - a drunken monologue about how special you are...
2002-01-08 - a ramble on life, isolation, fear and ...humanity?
2002-01-07 - how can you tell if you're in love with someone?
2002-01-02 - A rant on religion for my great grandma who died today at 106 yrs
2002-01-02 - still thinking about boy... fuck!
2001-12-31 - Auld Lang Syne "should old aquaintances be forgot?"
2001-12-31 - sharing my dreams.... or not
2001-12-30 - Ani says it best... "fuck you and your untouchable face"
2001-12-29 - At least now I know for sure...
2001-12-26 - Why are guys so complacent??

2005 -Current-
2002 -3rd Year University-
2003 -4th Year University-
2004 -Travel in Asia-