I had an incredible blind date last night with a guy I met online.
His ex-girlfriend I've seen. She's the most beautiful woman, possibly, that I've ever laid eyes on. Now she's gay. She has the same name as me. This is EXTREMELY unusual. Like, less than 200 of us on the planet.
We talked for 4.5 hours and for him it was like a "spring rain", and for me, it was like the conversation ceiling had been lifted. We talked about everything, and there was nothing that was off-topic. It was quite incredible. I haven't stopped thinking about him today. I know he has been thinking about me, too.
He picked up the tab; I liked that. Physically, it wasn't quite what I was hoping for, but the sex appeal exists. Astrologically, we're fated to be great lovers. ;)
So...my ex-boyfriend is on my mind tonight. We have had no contact since Valentine's Day, which has been good. But just after V-day, my girlfriend played a phone message to me over the phone. It was some guy saying stuff about a "bad girl", and whatever else. I said I didn't know whom it was from, and never thought any more of it.
Tonight, she brought up that call, and what had been said. I wasn't distracted this time, and right away, knew it had been him. I quoted the message so that she could figure out what he'd been saying. She said it was kind of an aggressive message. He and I have always been intuitive with one another. I think he was frustrated that I was on his mind again when he was drunk. He'd deleted my phone number, but the question is, how did he get HER number? Was it on his phone, or did he get it from his best friend (who briefly dated my best friend)?
It's best we didn't figure out it was him until tonight. We haven't heard more from him, and I never responded. That's good. It was his way of making contact with me.
I can't believe how this break up has gone for me. Incredibly long process of dealing with it. Validates to me just how much I did love him. I couldn't marry him, but I adored him.
