Well, that's great.
Officially (for the hundredth time),
I CANNOT STAY MAD at anybody.
It's physically impossible. I just can't do it. I don't know what happened. My last entry was a furiously raging email that I wanted to send Pete. I realized it was entering "psycho" territory, so I didn't send it.
Today, my roommate mentioned that Pete would be coming over to help her with her bike. Actually, he didn't help her because he's ONLINE DATING RIGHT NOW! That's kind of like him not to follow through...
In any case, I found his profile online and it says, "That girl was right, this site is addictive"
I'm THAT GIRL. I wanted to be annoyed that I'm just that girl, but I just couldn't be mad. I don't know... His profile is just so... whatever. It's normal, it's got his little edginess to it, it's not something I would ever respond to....
It was never meant to be. He's just a weird little guy (of 6'2) who is lonely and kind of bizarre. He's still spineless for not apologizing to me, but that's more his problem than mine. In the end he wronged me, didn't apologize, didn't apologize when I told him honestly what he'd done... and in the end, I just forgive him.
I wish I could stay mad, but I guess if that were the case, I wouldn't be the likable personality that I am. And I really am.
So... it's done. Why stay angry, I guess. I sent him an acknowledgment online, and then a follow up email. I mentioned that I can't stay mad... and that it actually says that in my profile. I guess I proved it.
sheesh.
