well that's just weird.
The Mexican sent me an email asking for my phone number. Seems he felt like calling today, out of the blue.
I haven't spoken to the guy on the phone in a year and a half. He's been terrible at keeping in touch by email. But today he feels like talking to me in person? What is going on?
He must be single. Or manic.
I feel like the universe is playing with me through men. I have been sad all weekend as I finally accept that my ex-boyfriend and I are not together, and have lost the friendship we had. We will be friends in the future, but never as close as we were. And he was my best friend, and I was definitely his.
Then today, I spotted something that Pete (the rebound guy) had left in my apartment. That made me pause, and feel something. I know he was a rebound, and not a good match, but I did develop a soft spot for that man, a little bit.
And then this email from the Mexican.... totally out of the blue. WTF? I think I can safely say that I did mean a lot to him, even if he was shit at expressing it. It's just so erratic, the way he gets in touch with me. It's like mania... I think he's not really capable of a "normal" and healthy relationship (though, what do I know?) so his communication with me makes me think he must be single. Why would he have the urge to CALL me today? What could possibly prompt that?
I am trying to set up two dates for this weekend with two guys I've met online. One of them is flying to San Francisco this week (just to make the circle complete, given that SF is where the Mexican lives and is calling me from.) We'll see how it goes. I'm actually looking forward to meeting both these guys.
I have midterms this week. I'll be so glad when they're done.
