this entry is to formulate my thoughts.
i thought i was just in a bad mood today, but it's this guy's fault. i'm angry with him and his selfish actions.
he didn't want to spend 2 hours on public transportation picking up his truck so i got pushed into it. true i could have said no, but i wanted to help, and i didn't realize what a hassle it would be for me. it put me at least an hour out of my way for the day, had me spend 20 minutes waiting for a bus outside, and had me walking in pissing rain for 10 minutes.
when i got back into town, i called the guy and he was like, "oh, i guess you didn't get the message about the money. i was hoping you'd pick up the money at the counter while you were out there." I actually can't remember if he said thank you for my picking up his truck.
i mentioned that his truck was in a two hour parking space and wondered aloud if it would be safe. frankly, i think he should have said, "don't worry about it", or "thanks so much for all your help today, dinner is on me" or, "i'll be over asap to get the key to the truck and move it from the two hour spot." instead he implied with his, "huh, two hours" that i should go out and move it, or something.
he let me know that he was meeting with someone and would call me after they met. he also mentioned that he has a work staff party tonight.
i am angry because i feel like i've been balancing his schedule more than my own today. and i'm the full time student. he's the "retiree." i got his truck, i tried to figure out when he could meet me to get the key (trying to figure out when i could go to the gym), and when i called him after the gym, he asked if i could come pick him up in the truck because it's raining outside. he's a 10 minute walk away.
about the same distance as i had to walk in the rain to get his fucking truck today.
i'm mad, but i can't quite figure out if i have enough to make a case of my anger. basically, i haven't received enough gratitude for what i consider an imposition. but i've been grumpy today and possibly it's my fault for planning around him.
i don't know. i'm meeting him in 5 minutes and i'm trying to formulate my own thoughts.
