I went out to a (shitty) club with one of my girlfriends tonight. There wasn't a single man I wanted to approach tonight. Not sure why.... just none that grabbed me there.
One guy moseyed up to my girlfriend and I at the bar... It was Tim, my ex-boyfriend's close friend. Fuck. Funny to see him "working it" at a bar. I asked him if my ex was with him. He answered no, but that, "you broke his heart, you little vixen"
I didn't quite get over the comment all night. I approached Tim again, but he was wasted. He grabbed my waist. I guess he and Natalie aren't totally together anymore.
My girlfriend and I almost went into the club my ex always goes to. I was a bit worried to see him. I didn't know what I'd feel if I walked in and he was grinding with another girl. It would be fair game. I basically told him I'm with someone else.... but still. To see him with another the first time would hurt. For him too, I guess.
This new fishing guy is a dweeb. I don't like how he's treating me. I know he likes me, but he won't ease into his feelings. He got burned by his girlfriend 6 months ago. They were together 4 years, so he's still hurting. I don't quite know what to do with him...
anyway, that's it. just wanted to record what it was like the first time I went out without my ex. A little bit, I missed him. But maybe only because I didn't meet someone else.
