Ugh. thank goodness Christmas is over! In future, i plan to take my holiday over Christmas just to escape it and the "hoopla." Everything shuts down, everyone is stressed about presents... it's just not my thing. Luckily, my family feels the same way and we don't make a big fuss of the whole thing. Just turkey. :-D
So, I'm BORED! My holiday is a full month. I've gone to Cuba for a week. I've seen friends and family. I'm kind of just waiting for New Years to arrive because I'll be out of town. But when I get back, I'll STILL have a full week before I go back to school. I wish I could spread my holiday out a little bit during term, rather than this monster chunk of unproductive time. My job doesn't need me, so I'm just kind of meandering, albeit pleasantly.
I wish the guy I met in Cuba would call tonight. He called me again on Christmas Eve 'just to hear my voice.' It was sweet, and a nice conversation. It's kind of weird that I don't feel totally comfortable calling him... I think he's a bit moody, and I don't want to catch him at a bad time, so I don't call at all. Stupid.
I got drunk at my mom's house over lunch today. The white wine was just flowing so easily, and the company was entertaining! Once I was home, however, all I wanted to do was text my ex and arrange a booty call! I didn't, of course, because he's ruined that option with his recent outburst email. I guess his best friend is in town right now, so maybe he (best friend) will help my ex to pick up at the bar and start getting over me. It may be naive, but I feel like the sooner he gets under someone else, to sooner he'll feel comfortable with us being friends with benefits. We both want that, but he's being all emotional about it.
Anyway.
