I am absolutely choked about a guy.
I met a Croatian man on my trip to Cuba last week. He was very good-looking, and I was very recently broken up from my 15 month relationship. I don't regret sleeping with the Croat, nor do I feel used, but I do feel discarded.
The Croat made me feel so good about myself, and told me how much he felt for me. He proposed a long-distance relationship (I said no way), gave me his phone number (and told me to call), and asked if he could come visit me in February. (He lives on the other side of the country.)
I actually liked him more than I thought, but I was never naive enough to think something could happen with a man who lives 5,000 miles away. I'm not impulsive, nor in need of male attention like that.
I called him yesterday and it was WEIRD. He was kind of grumpy, he wanted to get off the phone with me, he sort of snapped at me, and he didn't call back that night as he said he (likely) would. I saw this guy 5 DAYS AGO, and he was the picture of devotion to me. Both before and after we slept together.
I know he's depressed to be home, and he doesn't like his life, but I thought he'd be happy to hear from me. I think I got it very wrong. My Leo pride is severely wounded.
I hate that I called him and got excited to chat with him when I never expected anything from him. Was it too much to expect a shadow of the person I knew less than a week ago? Who is this new miserable person who won't give me the time of day?
Like I said, I'm choked.
