wow, tensions are running high everywhere! Everyone in my program is super stressed out about our 4 final exams in 4 days. It's terrible. I'm really pissed at the program coordinators for cramming our exams like that.
I'm having a small study group at my house tomorrow. I think maybe my roommate is working late, so she might be pissed with me that I've told people they can come over. I gave her no notice (tried to call, no answer.) If I'm totally honest with myself, while there is no real option of a place to study other than my house, I'm still kind of mad at my roommate for snapping at me the other night. (She wanted to watch TV, I wanted to keep studying. All my books were set up, I still had 3 hours to go, and the TV is on wheels. Easy for her to accommodate me.) She and I haven't seen eachother since. As much as I'm trying to let it go and accept that she's stressed about her two exams (two in 5 days...puh-leeze!), I'm mad that she snapped at me. It was out of line, stress or no stress.
Anyway, only 5 more days of this shit and then I can look forward to my week in the sun in Cuba.
I played an old CD I used to listen to while studying in Montreal during my undergrad. God it reminded me of my emotional state back then. I was so sad and lonely.... I'm in such a different place now in my life.
Time to take an ativan and call it a night.
