I wish I weren't staying up so late every night.
My now ex-boyfriend sent me a text this morning saying, "Namechange I'm a wreck. The thought of not being with you is making me sick. I can't function. I'm not willing to lose you. I don't believe you don't love me."
I sent an email explaining how I feel, that I can never love him the way he wants me to, and that this is it. He sent an angry email back in which he said no less than five (5!) times that he doesn't want me in his life, even as a friend. I emailed back to say one last time that I'm sorry, and that this is my choice. I said we should stop communicating so that he can start to accept this situation...
He texted later saying he wants to come to an environmental talk that we were planning to go to next week. He wants to go as friends, not talk about "us" and work at being only friends.
It's obviously WAY too soon and this is just his way to get near me, but now I'm trying to figure out if I should even respond to the text. He's making a lot of attempts to keep me.
I wish I could love him. He would be the perfect man, if only I could be in love with him.
