ok, i'm being a baby, but I'm a leo baby and I need a lot of attention sometimes!!
It's my birthday tomorrow. 25. Good times.
Tonight, my boyfriend and I were supposed to go out for beer with his best friend who has been out of town for the past year. I've never met his best friend and was excited and nervous to meet the guy my boyfriend CANNOT stop talking about. But beer got turned into dinner at somebody's parent's house, and out to the nightclub later. I don't think my presence is exactly longed for. I think it's a boys night. (More like a "boys behave badly" night).
I don't want to be "the old ball and chain", and if it's just a bunch of guys, I don't want to rain on their parade. And if my boyfriend wants to hang out with his best friend and do guy stuff, I don't mind. But now I have nothing to do. He totally cancelled on me for plans made 4 days ago. I feel a bit shafted. It would be fine if there was something ELSE I could do tonight, but my friends are working, and I didn't make plans with the extended acquaintence network. It's not so easy to throw plans together at 7pm on Friday night.
Geez. I think I'll just start drinking by myself.
I feel a bit like the kid in that song, "It's my party and I'll cry if I want to!" It's not my party, but it IS the day before my birthday! Boo hoo!
