I'm stressed. I'm supposed to work tonight and the BAD boss is in. The one who criticises me and talks about everyone behind their back. I hate my job, I should quit, but I don't want to go out and look for another job for the last 7 weeks of summer. Fuck, why does it have to be this way?
I honestly don't think I mind work (I don't feel I'm lazy...but then again, who ever does?) but I just work with SUCH shitty people. Really superficial, self-centered men and women. It's tiring and it's not me.
On another note, I had a woman come in my work a few weeks ago and ask me if I'd be interested in doing some modelling. I was distrustful that it could be a 'get money from naive girls' scam, but so far, it sounds legit. She took a few weeks to get back to me, she wants to take some head shots (which will be the last I hear from her because I'm not photogenic), and she says she's got some shoots she thinks I'd be good for. I've gained weight since I saw her, so who knows. The idea makes me nervous but of course I'll do it. It would be nice if it led to me making a bit of money on the side, but I'm 25 in a month so way too old to be thinking seriously about this. For sure though, it would be a fun thing to tell my kids down the line. "Yup, your mom had a modelling agent recruit her" :-D
