i'm drinking neo-citran for my cough before bed. it's 4:34am. i got home from work an hour ago. my restaurant job is hugely lucrative. unfortunately, my boss has turned on me and decided that i'm not really worth being friendly with. i'm not sure what i did to deserve that, other than i didn't make an effort to learn the drinks which was bad on my part. but other than that, i'm not sure why i'm suddenly getting shat on. he works 18 hour days and is in a perpetual bad mood, but i don't know how i fell into the "bad" category. additionally, i'm having problems with a coworker who is a bitch. she's been there longer than anyone, including the managers, so she's a permanent fixture that i'm going to have to learn to submit to. she cannot be beaten; it backfires.
i am looking at pictures of india trying to remember the mindset that this is temporary, this will all change soon enough, and that in the big (and little) picture, this summer serving job doesn't matter. i hate serving, so it's no wonder i don't excel at it as a job. it's not my thing, servers aren't my people, it's not my calling on any level. i just would like to continue to get decent shifts at my current restaurant job because when i say it's lucrative, i'm talking $180 a night. This is very good money for a server.
So, I guess i'll make an effort to learn the drinks, lay low, not complain, and try to stay below the radar. i'm not very good at staying below the radar though.... to begin with, i'm 5'10 and opinionated... ;-)
anyway...shower then bed. i'm going to a very remote part of British Columbia this weekend with my boyfriend and our friend. We're visiting my boyfriend's parents and i'm really looking forward to the vacation. Very excited, indeed!
