Finished my 2nd training shift at this new restaurant bar. Money, when I actually work (because the job is very scattered and weather dependant), will be very good. The girl I trained with tonight got $50 on one table. That's pretty fucking good for a serving job!
My god though, this girl was such a BITCH to be around! She was horrible. I could tell she has a nice side, and she seems unhappy and unsure of herself, but jesus....it's not my fault your life sucks! She has eyes that are dead of happiness... it's horrible. And she's been serving about 2 years and hates serving. She hated her Fine Arts degree (because "fine arts sucks"), she hated the Political Science program she switched into, she hates this job, she wants a 9-5 job... my god. It was horrible to be near such a negative person. And the thing that sucks is that it's all the old staff that's like that. The worst guy is the bartender (who's "name" is the language I'm typing this in; who changes their name to "Eng...."?). I feel kind of sorry for him because he's a sorry excuse for a person, but honestly, he's disgusting as far as I can tell. He's a gay guy with none of the perks of gay guys. He's not funny, he's not smart, he's fake, his laugh is forced and LOUD, and he's rude. I'm probably going to have to take him on at some point because he's a bastard, but whatever... (I actually feel sorry for him because I think he gets made fun of a lot and feels left out at the restaurant. But he's not likeable at all... it's shitty. He's an asshole, so people are mean to him, so he's mean to people, who are mean to him.... )
My boyfriend is out with our friends at a nightclub. I wish I could have gone. I haven't gone to a club in a looong time. He texted me saying he misses me, as he always does when out drinking. I've been trying to tell him I love him for about a month now. I feel it, but I just can't seem to get the words out, damnit!
Anyway, I work again tomorrow at noon. I'll be working with the bastard bartender.
In other stuff, I had a second interview today at another restaurant. They pissed me off though. They said they were only looking for full-time servers so I thought they wasted my time in the first hour-long group interview (since I'm only available to work part-time). Then they called for a second interview to which the guy was like, "well, we're only looking for full-time availability, so....". my roommate thinks I got the job (the guy said I'd "fit in good" at the place, but either way, I don't care. It's a stupid, lucrative job that would break up working at the other place so that would be ok, but they seem stupid). I am starting to realize just HOW BAD management was at my last restaurant job. It is NOT normal for a boss to yell at his employees, nor for another boss to constantly criticise and micro-manage his employees; no wonder i got fired at two places. These managers were psychotic!
